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28 June 2008
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i really try hard not to be so emo and fucked up when i write these blog entries but everytime i log into blogger, i just get into this really emotional state like as if everything in my life has gone so so wrong - when it hasn't at all.i'm perfectly fine when i'm in school because i'm surrounded by amazing people although occasionally i feel disappointed by certain people, they certainly don't impact me so much. but when i'm alone in front of the laptop, it suddenly feels like i'm all alone in this world, where i'm uncertain of my future and where i'm going to end up in. and now is another of those such times. yet it sucks when concerned friends come up and ask me what's wrong, and i can't piece the words together just to tell them. and i hate thinking of they think i'm keeping things from them because all in all, i'm not. it's absurb to tell them i fall into a depressed mood whenever i feel like doing so - just because i love telling myself i love being depressed - ha, what am i talking ab0ut? i feel depressed already. okay bye. |
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nor liyana mohd khalis.i'm always in love with pretty boys. like as if i don't learn from experience, i always give in to sweet words. and i never learn from the past. i'm vulnerable to hurt, but i'd like to believe i'm stronger than i seem. jauh di dasar hatiku, aku tahu aku masih kasihimu dan menyintaimu. namun kau sudah berpunya, kau sudah bercinta. disini kita berakhir, tergantung segala cerita dan kisah lama. wishlist
an arsenal jersey please.to watch a play. tagboard
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